Here's a little present to you guys to count down the days until it's Christmas Eve's Eve. Enjoy!
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you'd never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
1.
I miss you, oneechan!
I hope we can still Skype when I'm not so busy with work
. I'm looking forward to shopping for you around Christmas/Yule/Birthday time! I hope I can send you artistic things of rabu-desu that come from the bottom of my kokoro-desu!!!
(And if I don't finish it before you're birthday, you are allowed to shun me like so:
Iz okay, bro. I can take it.
)
2. I'm so glad we became better/closer friends
. I have so much more in common with you than I thought! Thanks for helping me get through those stressful times with the plays and life in general. I hope things for you will end up better, too. Best of luck
!
3. You can always talk to me if you're feeling stressed out, okay? I know it's hard to be the nice to everyone, but it's worth it in the end. Also, good luck on that make-up test!
4. When you said, "You're such a nice person; there needs to be more people like you," really touched me. Thank you.
5. We should talk more often, girlfriends! I miss having classes with the both of you. You are right, I DO need to text you more often...
I just wish I wasn't busy with life and what it throws at me
.
6.
Okay, umm, how are you not fired from your job, again? Because those students kept bringing it home with those comebacks to your replies/excuses. :/
7. I can't tell if you want to be better friends or now that you've heard that I'm single...?
<("LOLWUT?")
8. Okay. YOU. What you did there was inexcusable, chica. I'm not going to forgive you (any time soon, anyways) for giving me a panic attack AT LEAST once/twice a week during that stressful time period. Yeah, I know you were stressed, too, but that is no excuse to push around others (and yourself) like that. Especially when you pushed around your closest friends THE MOST. I had to stand up for myself, others, and common sense because you kept closing your ears and going lalala and blahblahblah. I may be acting nice on the outside, but on the inside, I'm keeping my distance from you. If you keep going down that path, I know I won't have to do anything for revenge because karma (and who knows what else) is going to bite you in the butt so hard, I don't even have to lift a pinky.
I'm sorry. I really am. You're a beautiful person, but if you don't realize your mistakes and change your ways, life is going to be so difficult for you. Enjoy your power while you still have it. You're going to miss it once you open your eyes to the real world outside of all the school years. It'll crush and cripple you, but in the end, you did this to yourself...didn't you? Nobody will have to deal with the burden of guilt because you were the one who caused yourself so much pain in the end. So you better turn around, pull yourself up, and find out what you're doing wrong before it's too late to change... Please. Don't do it for me or the people you've scarred before.
...
Do it for yourself.
...
9.
I'd like to apologize for those who read all of #8. I hate being angry. It kills heart cells.
10. A special shout-out to all of my watchers, irl friends, and teachers who have helped and encouraged me to excel in art! Thank you so much!
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. If I were to stereotype myself, I would say that I think of myself as 'The (Indie) Girl Next Door'.
Some weaboos could argue I'm moe -->
And here's my response -->
2. I'm scaring myself with how much I've changed over my high school years. (I'm a junior, currently.) Thankfully those changes are for the better
! I'm not as shy as I used to be, and I'm getting better at dealing with my self vs. self conflicts (specifically stress: that's za BIG 'un). Now if only I could figure how many hours of sleep I need each night.
3. I'm finding myself falling in love with the process of creating art, be it at home or something for Advanced 4D Art. Animation in Flash is getting easier for me
. (I'm crossing my fingers to get Corel Painter for Christmas >u<;...!)
4. I don't like using my phone for texting unless it's someone really, really close to me. I'm not answering any 'sup
's. Now if you tell me 'Merry Christmas' or 'I just got a puppy!'. Then I'll respond, okay? XD Just be sure you can keep a good conversation.
Special peeps get my 2-to-3-texts text messages
5. I'm a hopeless romantic, and I love planning and giving little gifts to my significant other. I chuckle a little bit when I remember these cookies I gave my ex. They were vegan cookies that had a star paper-clip to hold a cut-out hipster mustache and some sweet little haikus. Hehe ///vuv///
6. Wandering the park's forest is one of my favorite things to do! (I try to bike in the park everyday.) It's funny and scary when I see deer after I leave the forest and go into the park-park area. I have a fear and fascination with those creatures. (If there's doe, there's going to be a big, scary, territorial buck somewhere. @~
uu)
I go to the park to recharge and forget life for a while. I have this island of a playground that I spend hours in: just by switching between the swing and tire swing.
7. If I find a new song I like, I listen to it over and over. Right now I'm rotating songs from Two Door Cinema Club in different tabs. I've also been listening to múm while I sleep. My imagination just overflows with ideas for music videos. (Btw, does anyone know what accent the singer has? It's nothing I can easily recognize.)
8. I've been told that I look like my deceased grandmother(from my father's side) except I have my mother's green eyes. The eye shape is still from my dad's side, though, haha.
9. I'm growing out my hair to donate to locks of love, but... I'm starting to kinda like my long hair... XD It's hard for me to keep a constant style. So far, shoulder length's been working fine, I guess?
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
(Most of these are things I look for in a significant other, but some work for friendships, too :3) )
1. Humor...The End. For example:
youtu.be/vJjeesteTEg "Do you laugh at fart jokes?" " 'Whaat? Nooo...'"
(Yes, I still giggle like a little kid at those kinds of things, but 'that's what she said' just makes me-->
)
2. I like guys that have a passion for something and set goals for themselves. They don't have to be all artsy-fartsy like me (that'd be super nice though //v v//), but they just can't be sitting around the house doing illegal things or nothing at all. :/ Dat's-a-no-no.
3. Artistic appreciation. Because dangit, if you don't like art, why are you dating/friends with someone that makes it?!
I remember when my ex and I would talk about classical artists over Flockdraw XD. Smooth jazz was our first little inside joke, so...yeah...
Thanks Spongebob and History class!
4. If you don't know nothing about anime, or how people make fun of it -->
<(Then it's... It'll be a long road, bro.)
Plus, if you know about the old, good Spongebob, that helps a lot, too.
5. Guys who give me a their beautiful Duchenne smile <3 (It melts my heart...then I try to put it together again...and then it falls between my fingers
) I don't know what it is, but I just love their smiles. I think it's because I can tell they're genuinely happy when they're talking to me.
6. I 'hate' pet names
7. I love when people aren't afraid to ask, "What's wrong?". (Especially when they can tell something's up before I'm frowning/crying.) It hits me right in the feels for some reason.
8.
Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1.
<-- My twin...duh. C'mon guys, we're even matching up here!
2. "Oh my gah, I have NO time to do Christmas shopping!
How am I supposed to make those cookies for every-nyan, dangit?!?
"
3. "Why did I dream that?" Then I remember keywords and go here:
dreammoods.com/ For example, I dreamt of sandwiches, hills, and gusts of wind last night. Now it makes sense.
I'm stressed with my physics project. T_Tu
4. "I can't really look THAT skinny, can I? O.o;" My friends are always shocked when I tell them my weight/dress size. I chuckle at the ratio of my friends who (used to) think that my dress size's 00-2.
5. Art and music. How could I not think of those things? XD
6. I finally understand how they felt when they sang this./ This song describes this part of my life before I even knew what they were talking about when I first heard it.
7. My love life because, who doesn't (that's a hopeless romantic)!? Even if I don't have hateful/ vengeful feelings towards my ex-boyfriend anymore, I still think about the guy! XD (Plus I'm still healing if you couldn't tell by the past comments, rofl) I try not to talk about my love life to my friends that much ,because then, I'll sound like every other whiny high school girl. "AND!-->
youtu.be/b6Lg1Rmyzg0 "
Six things you wish you'd never done.
1. Let procrastination get to me on so many projects in school. Ugh.
2. Had that sleep over on Tuesday night. :/ That was an awwwful Wendnesday, man. Lack of sleep does things to me that are not so pretty, inside and out, bro.
3. Kept my feelings bottled up for so long. Some feelings are still bottled up.
4. Broken that one Christmas ornament.
5. Been such a brat when I was little. ;^; So many bruised shins because of my Barbie shoes.
6. Eaten that granola bar last night. Darn you food allergies. Darn you. T_T Now I'm sick today with a sensitive stomach. Tsch.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1.
Sheez, how many times do I have to type that icon XDDD???
2. My family (including my pets). Yeah, I'm cheating with this one. B)
3. <:0 Do I have to pick one friend?
4. My high school art teacher (She's helped me so much in my art career <:'D)
5. My counselor for listening to me when I needed it.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. Guys with bad habits. (This includes addicts, abusers, and, yeah, you get the idea.)
2. Guys who do not respect personal space. I've known guys who keep walking into me (like I'm the dreaded invisible wall in video games) as I'm having a conversation with them. I keep inching back, and they keep getting closer o_o and closer O_O AND CLOSER OnO. Not only is it weird/awkward, but it ticks me off, too, haha! You can only be such a distance from me, I don't care how well I know you, dude.
Okay, maybe the last bit is for friend-zoned guys, but I would never date a guy who doesn't respect my space.
3. Respect your bod', bro. Bad hygiene and no effort to be healthy, just makes me want to do the Hank Hill "Bwaaaah~!!!". I may suck at weight-lifting, but I still try in P.E.! Plus fruit just tastes better than sweets in my opinion XD.
4. Uh... I already put you in the friend-friend-zone? XDD I can't think of anything besides stuff mentioned in Day 3.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Okay... So this is what makes me all melty and mushy and fuzzy inside. Here goes?
1. When a guy touches my hair
I always try to make it soft and healthy
2.
....woah...
<-- What I do after a guy touches my face
3.
Again, that Duchenne smile, gaizezz!!!
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
1.
Nooo~! Why am I so sick?! Not around Christmas! I want to hang out with my dad's side of the family on Christmas Eve! I can't be sick!
2.
I've seen so many good movies/series lately! Why didn't I make the time to see them earlier?
Day Ten: One confession.
1. Uh...
...Do you want that Sims pack thing back when I mail you your gifts...?